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Wednesday, July 11th, 2012
CRAZY, CUTE, LITTLE FACTS 


haiii :) So i feel like doing another fun facts... yay:D haha




1) Things I've learned = In makeup, less is more. especially when it comes to foundation. with a couple of tricks here and there 




(like moisturizing really well before, and using the "tissue trick" .. foundation can look more matte and natural...but still giving you coverage). ...woo...learned this one the hard way. 


2) I'm obsessed with Common Law. And even though I've mentioned it a lot...here's to another round. I fucking love it so much...and I'm getting more and more sad that Friday isn't here yet. I miss my babiesss :( 




Travis and Wes are just flippin amazing. and obviously (duh) they remind me of a old married couple. and you know how they say that your partner (your REAL SOULMATE) knows you thick and thin...knows your next move before you do...like that kinda stuff?


that's what they are! and it wouldn't make sense if they went with separate people...because nobody knows them better than they do to each other. 


GR. I WANT ANGRY SEX BETWEEN THE TWO. like real real real real real bad. 




like their fighting or something, and one of them just decides to slam their lips with the other. and then they push against the wall. my god...


and yeah, I have been READING porn of the common law boys as well. ( I know that sounds bad..) but there are a lot of fanfics on 


archiveofourown.org 


and 


fanfiction.net


try searching for them :) and be sure to change the rating to M (mature)...because we don't have time for the "looking into each others eyes" and sentimental shit. initiate phase 3. haha...let's skip right to the part where they fill each other up with pleasure...leave marks on each other....my god. 


and the writers on the websites .. who write the fanfics...my god. huge applaud for all of them. their really really creative..and many of them are highly skilled writers. imma tell you...when it comes to foreplay and literally reading porn....ADJECTIVES ARE HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY important. 


they describe the sensation and level of passion going on....very important. so yeah :) 10/10 to them :) 


I mean look. just LOOK at this look that travis gives wes and the shooting range. 






that look.....my fucking god travis...what are you doingg? you're supposed to hate him! grr. that look ... just says you wanna fuck the shit outta him. GR. I don't blame him though...warren kole is a fine ass ;) 




and that look...that Wes is giving Travis....my fucking god.....I LOVE YOU TOO SO FUCKING MUCH....MY BABIESSSS <3


and the way travis calls wes baby :D THE EMOTIONS...GRR. <3 haha


so basically if i ran the whole list...there would probably end up being a zillion sentences. BUT...if you want more;) head on to TUMBLR..


type the hash tag common law, travis marks, wes mitchell, wesvis....anything like that. 




imma admit it, tumblr is the best kinda environment....haha...people share my crazy addiction :) yayyy :D haha













mmkay....ALL THESE PICTURES ARE NOT MINE. THEY ARE ALL FROM IMAGES. CREDIT COMPLETELY GOES TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER. SO THANK YOU TO ALL THE OWNERS OF THESE PICTURES.  THANK YOU. 


Anyways...yes...now you can see how hard I fan girl for these two...crazy. SHIPPING THEM SOO HARD. anyways...I guess that's it for common law. I swear, I have so much more...but that's enough for now. :D haha


3)i'm wearing blue checkered disney mickey mouse pajamas. that I got at walmart for $5. hell yes.




and I'm wearing my dad's big columbia fleece jacket. anything with fleece = love. it's cold...the AC makes things cold downstairs..but it never gets cold enough upstairs. and i wanted to come downstairs today...oh well <3 the jacket does the trick. 


4) it's 10:46 AM right now. I'm sitting here ... listening to spanish music and typing this. and occasionally checking facebook...maybe some new, actually interesting things will come up on news feed..I dunno. 




Anyways yeah :) Imma go watch something new on youtube...just watch random videos I guess. ...yeah....life's pretty laid back :) haha aka. boring as fuck. but yeah :) take care 




Monday, July 9th, 2012
MAKES ME WANNA DANCE


I love love love latin music! Or Spanish music..either way. The rhythms, the beat, the tone of the lyrics...everything. Most just wanna get yourself and danceee!





I don't speak Spanish...nor am I spanish...but I just passed Spanish 1 (yeah after latin...which I didn't get at all). But either way...still....I can't speak Spanish, except 'Hola, como estas?" which you can already learn by watching an episode of Dora..


But I love it. oh so much. I recently watched Fast and Furious for like the 99th time..and I forgot that I actually had some spanish songs in my phone.I went back..and wondered how in the world did I ever forget about this?





but I'm very very very very happy that I found them again...and I also put a spanish/latin music station on Pandora...haha...so now I can dance all day!


But yeah...here are some of my favorites :) 


            Danza Kudoro - Don Omar




Turn Me On- Kevin Lytte

Blanco- Pitbull ft. Pharell
                                           

Cuando Me Enamoro- Enrique Iglesias & Juan Luis Guerra

Virtual Diva- Don Omar
                                         


                                     Ven Bailalo- Angel & Khriz

No te veo- Jowell and Randy

                                                           


Haha..yeah, not too much...but those are some of my favorites :) hope you have fun as dancing as much as I did :) 



Friday, July 6th, 2012
WONDERING ABOUT THE FUTURE...


Anything but a 9 to 5. So me and my friends were talking about the upcoming school year, diverging into the future...and our plans for the future. 


Right now, deep from my heart, I don't know what I wanna be. truly. have no idea at all. there are so many fields...and I have no idea which to pick. 


But anything but a 9 to 5. 


As cute and amazing the "average life" is...I don't wanna be living it. 


You know...the one where you kinda live in a cubicle for work and hate getting up for work.



I actually wanna get up and be excited for work..you know? like actually be passionate...instead of this is "just a job". I want it to be something that I would still continue to do (regularly or even in spare time) even if there was no salary. 


The thing is...I have no idea what that "perfect job" is gonna be. But I do know, that I hate committing. So it also has to be a job that's fun...it's not the same everyday...


I'm in high school...and I feel like everyone already has a "path" or "route" for the future. 




You know how everyone's always wondering how they're gonna marry when they grow up? I've wondered that...but I've wondered more on what I'll actually end up doing.



like what my typical day would be ... at lets say ... 30...if I'm lucky enough to even get to that age. 

I dunno...I just don't want the "typical american life". you know? as cute and cool that is...I just want something different...something more versatile.




One thing, is that I hope I never get into drugs. My god. I've seen what drugs have done to people...ex) lindsay lohan...I don't mean to be dissing her...or anything...but she used to such an amazing role model. I remember her in the Parent Trap..and I loved her attitude...she was so sweet. And now...she's just...not..it..


I've heard about how drugs tear apart families...so I just really hope I never get into the hard stuff...like meth, coke, smack...I really really really hope I don't...


As goes for love...I don't wanna get married. I DO wanna find a "true love" ...something that's with me through thick and thin..with knowing all my flaws. but just not marriage.


and the reason is..cause 1) I hate commitment. And it's crazy how many marriages end in divorces nowadays. People change...so much...things come along that slowly drive you guys apart...and grrr. reality hits you. I'll admit it..I've always wanted a "prince charming" and a happily ever after...but what if that shit never happens..?




And I hate saying that I'm "divorced". Like woo...don't get me wrong, this isn't dissing ANYTHING to divorced people..who knows? I might probably be divorced one day. 


But when you break up from a relationship...you say that your "single". But when you break up from a marriage...you say that your "divorced". 


"Single" just sounds like you still got it...like something about the word sounds more freer. But I still think that's kinda unfair. How come when you break up from a marriage...you can't say your single?


I mean you technically are...but people out there say that there's a difference between being divorced and single...but...still not fair. 


And like I said...I'm not a big fan of commitment. People change...and things just fucking fall apart sometimes. I hate being disappointed in something I was really hoping for...and especially when I sacrificed and gave my all for something...


and I feel like marriage shouldn't change anything. I feel like a ring, a piece of paper, or a dress shouldn't change anything about a relationship. Nothing should change, matter of fact...everything should go normal...so why take so much effort to just get a piece of paper to "prove" your love? if yall love each other...then you would be satisfied with whatever you have going on...don't need a ring, a dress, or anything else to "enhance" it..


But yeah...I dunno....just felt like on of those "think about life" days. 




Thursday, July 5th, 2012
FOURTH OF JULY & MY SHOWS 


Ayee :) yesterday was the fourth of July...fireworks, barbecues, family time, laughs...(: haha Happy (late) Fourth of July! 


hmm...so another day..what to do. what to do..
hmm, let's talk about TV...what do you guys like to watch on TV? (yeah I'm bored as hell..)


here are some of my favorite shows :) 


BET...favorite mouthafucking channel :D all the way to 1:00 PM to like 7:30 PM...(I wish I had time to watch them all )...




Everybody Hates Chris- hmm...I LOVE this show, so so so so so muchh....I love it's 80s kinda vibe...and it's just so damn funny. It's realistic too...all the troubles that I go through (or did when I was a kid), these characters mirror too. Haha...it's nice knowing that your not the only one sometimes....you know, like parents, getting in trouble, classes and tests, teachers...stuff like that. haha :) 




My Wife and Kids- grr...this is an aamazing show. It's funny like almost all the time....and when it gets serious, it's about something real and good. for example, junior getting vanessa pregnant...you know, that stuff does happen, and it can unintentionally happen to any girl out there..so that was real. I love how it actually brings real life to funny....it doesn't exaggerate anything too much and I fucking love Kyle and Jay's relationship. Their perfect <3 like the dream perfect couple, happy, funny, real, romantic...everything :) 




The Parkers- hehe...love this as well. it's so cute and funny. Especially Nikki showing her "love" to the Professor. Soo cute <3 and I love Kim's attitude. She's so sweet, and haha...she's nice enough to let her momma stay with her. Imma admit it...as rude and cruel as it sounds, I would be kinda hestitate to let my mom stay with me during college as well....I would be like "I finally kinda got my independence and freedom...you kiddin me?"....but I would probably let her in...cause she's my one and only momma :) And I love T...he's got this nice swag...cute as fuck :) haha




106 and Park- yayy....lovee this show. I think it's actually the only top 10 countdown music video on TV right now...except the MTV AM thing...but that's obviously only in the morning...and I'm not up that early to watch that. Actually, I don't even know why they even call it mtv...there's no music at all anymore. And I also know that CMT has a countdown thing too...but country music isn't really my fancy...so I never really tune in into that. I also love the fact that 106 and Park...just combines everything. it's kind of like a "news channel" for teens/young adults. they keep you updated on current events, the world around us..and have fun music to accompany with it. I love it <3 and Terrence J....damn...boy...you fine as hell....especially HIS SMILE. WHEN THAT BOY SMILES...it's crazy...my lord... and I also love Rocsi's energy...she's always upbeat, fun, energetic...and I also heard that she was a DJ at a radio or something before this...dope. love her :)  


then next channel would..probably be USA network  :) another amazinggg channel



I've already obsessed about Common Law on another post...but yeah I fucking love it. it's crazy perfect. Just in case you don't know...its about these two detectives that bicker at each other all day. And for that, their captain sends them to couples counseling every week. It's crazyyy funny <3 I swear, if I begin to write more...it'll be like 1000 words on this by itself...so I'll stop. haha :) 


Your occasional CSI



Sometime here and there, when I'm channel scanning, I find CSI on usa :) and I get excited...I go to the kitchen, grab something to eat...or drink....bring it over. and watch :) (NAW...). 


But yeah :) The most reason why I love it is because of common law :) 


next channel would ... probably be ABC family..?


the only reason I kinda watch ABC family is of it's MOVIESS :) 





And maybe the other show that comes on...uhh 8 simple Rules..i think. I like that too. I'm not too into it...but I just like the teen format of it. like real life problems around the house, school, guys..etc. 




And thenn....sometimes I like to watch Keepin up with kardashians on E!. uhh...except I don't really like to watch it that much for some reason...it's just cramming around in their lives...and I dunno. The only thing I kinda watch it for is Kourtney and Scott...I fucking love them. 



I do know that they do have fights and shit...but I dunno. I know that Scott is a fucking bad boy...maybe not the family kind. He drinks, parties...you know. But I love how he sticks to Kourtney..and he says/implies that he's scared that she'll leave him. How many times have you heard guys say that kinda stuff? Most of the time...sometimes, girls are the ones who completely give it their all and fall in relationships. but he says that...too sweet.


and I love how Kourtney doesn't lose her self in the relationship. She's got her own back, she's independent, strong...she's got it. She isn't like "me and you forever...till the end" or bullshit like some people say nowadays. She knows her partner...and knows what to do. I fucking love it...(: 


and I really like Khloe :) She's so fun, and bubbly and stuff :) love that chicka 


and for tv...that's about it. ... BUT OH OH ! shit!


guess what's on tonigghtt?


FAST AND FURIOUS (the 4th one) 


and you guessed it...it's on USA!


I'm more than fucking excited...haven't seen it in such a while..and I love the whole series. It's amazing. full with action, got the romance, ... like just really...


BADASS. 


mmmmmm. yesss. need some of that. oh and Vin Diesel...as Dom....mmmmm...that nigga is soo fucking fine...my lord...such a fucking badass..mmm. 




And if you wanna watch too, it's 7/6 C on USA network :) 


can't waitt!!



Friday, June 29th, 2012
ARE BLUE EYES PRETTIER THAN BROWN EYES?


Heeey :) So today, I wanted to talk a bit abouttt


Blue eyes vs. Brown eyes


Are blue eyes really prettier than brown eyes?







So here you have two girlies...which one of them of course, is Megan Fox. my bad...i don't really know the other one's name. 


But it's pretty cool to see the difference...i guess, of brown and blue eyes. 


Me, personally, I have brown eyes. And imma be truth here....I hate them. a lot. I really wish that I had gorgeous eyes...like blue, or green, or even hazel. Anything but a dull ass brown. 


But for some reason, on the picture above...on the first girl....I like her with brown eyes for some reason. With the brown eyes, she seems more welcoming..for some reason. But on Megan Fox...I like the blue eyes on her. I dunno...


My favorite eye color though, is hazel or light brown. It looks so light...but at the same time, comfortable. 


But don't you worry! if you have "dull" brown eyes like me...because...


For some reason, I like brown eyes on everyone else...BUT ME. Brown eyes remind me of a teddy bear...or even chocolate...when you look into them, you feel warm and welcomed. Like you know the winter days where you get in your soft pjs, and get a hot cup of mocha...and watch tv. YUMMM...thats kinda what looking really deep into brown eyes reminds me of. 


AND for all the brown eyes out there...for eyeshadow...we can literally pull off any color! brown is literally a mix of every color..so any color goes with it. 


HOWEVER...some colors will make your gorgeous brown eyes stand out a little more...try PURPLE, GREEN, BLUE, AND GOLD. Or for a natural look, try a lot of earthy tones, like burnt reds, gold, gray...etc. 


And if you have any other color than brown...then be happy as well! Some people go and buy colored contacts just to get the purty color of eyes you already have!


Haha thats it for now:) 


OH OH OH ! and COMMON LAW comes on TONIGHTTT MUTHAAFUCKKKERRR. So fucking excited...I think today's episode is about role play...travis dresses as wes, and wes dresses as travis. or something like thattt. 


AHHH! can't wait!! watch that! its 10/9C on USA networkk. :) 10 o clock....hurry the fuck up...


haha allright, take care :) 




Saturday, June 23, 2012
MY NEW TV FAVORITE


ayye:) So its a pretty good Saturday...even though I'm still at homeee. 

ummm.....and I LOVEE COMMON LAW:) 



if your not familiar with that, it's a brand new comedy-drama thats on USA (network). 





Its about these two detectives who seem to never stop fighting. Seeing that, their captain requires them to go to couples therapy...where basically they try to "work" things out




BUT! it's not like a "I wanna kill you" kinda hate or arguement. It's more like "You mess with me...but I still love you" kinda thing. 


the best bromance everr. 


the two characters are Wes and Travis. 





Andddd if you saw Think Like A Man...you probably recognize one of them. Michael Ealy (who plays Travis) was also the one who played Dominic (the dreamer) in Think Like A Man. 


mannn...that movie was good. and WOOO that guy is finneeeeee. 


and Wes too....damn. he looks sharp too ;) 


Travis is basically the more laid back person of the duo. He's fun, playful, and definetly has a way with women. He's known for dating almost all the women in the department. haha :) 


Wes is kind of the more "chill", professional of the duo. He likes things organized. And as much as he claims that Travis annoys the heck out of him...deep inside, we all know he likes it :) 


but truly though, Wes and Travis are literally the yin to each other's yang. I swear, they're so amazing...that one already knows what move the other one is gonna do next. it's incredible :)


no, but it's just an all around amazing show. I gotta admit, it's got a lot of gayness around....but obviously, their not gay. But they have this amazing chemistry...and their adorable in the couples therapy that they go to! 


Haha...really really loveee themm :) and btw, it's every Friday at 10 PM on USA :) 




Wednesday, June 20th, 2012
NO CHURCH IN THE WILD 


Heey :)So today, I actually wanted to go a deeper route than I usually do. 


It's a new music video by Jay Z and Kanye (from Watch the Throne) 
check it out:


No Church in the Wild - Jay Z, Kanye ft. Frank Ocean, The Dream


So I listened to it...and at first, I'll admit it...I didn't really get it. so I looked up the lyrics. 


Check this out:
http://rapgenius.com/Kanye-west-no-church-in-the-wild-lyrics


and for a little more, here are some other sources:
http://jamesmccarty.wordpress.com/2011/09/08/the-theology-of-no-church-in-the-wild/

http://toure.typepad.com/toures-blog/2011/09/jay-zs-verse-on-no-church-in-the-wild-is-one-of-the-most-interesting-on-watch-the-throne-as-it-combines-religion-spiritua.html


When I actually read it out...and tried to understand it the best I can...all I truly could say was 'wow'. and damn, those two sources really know what they're talking about. They broke it down so amazingly...the authors of those articles are incredibly talented and analytical. damn..


like literally.


obviously, this is religion...and obviously, religion is a very deep topic...has many, many views on everything. So I'm not gonna go on the debate route. 


Instead, check this out...by jay:


Is Pious pious cause God loves pious?
Socrates asked whose bias do y'all seek?
All for Plato, screech



(from rap genius)


I thought this was phenomenal. truly. I've never really heard a hip hop/rap song that goes this deep in history. 


I know that a lot of people are already familiar with Socrates, but just in case, you don't know...he was a Greek philosopher. An amazing one for that matter. 


He is famous for the Socratic Method, which breaks down a statement/question into something way more. The influence of this method highly made an impact on the scientific method and a lot of other philosophies. 

check it out:

And Jay's verse about "pious", is found in the Euthyphro Dilemma (one of Plato's dialogues); in which Socrates and Euthyphro (another prophet of the time) and discussing god and religion. 


here are some articles on that:


http://www.str.org/site/News2?page=NewsArticle&id=5236

http://www.strongatheism.net/library/atheology/euthyphro_dilemma/

Now, I'm not suggesting anything on religion...that's a personal choice..and you can do whatever you'd like (atleast here in the u.s.)


I'm just stunned of the fact...that this much depth and feel is a hip hop/rap song from none other than jay and kanye...


Jay's verse is more about surviving in the wild...like actually discussing and evaluating the meaning of 'god' and really what it is. 


Kanye's verse, though, is more about enjoying life, and living the moment right now. 


So I dunno, I don't wanna get in too deep...because like I said, religion is definetly a personal thing...do whatever. 


I just wanted to discuss this because 1) I love greek/roman texts. the right ones...atleast for me, have a point, and actually make sense. their influential...some in good ways. and thats what I like to read about i guess :) 


2) DAMN. all this in a HIP HOP/RAP song. that's absolutely crazy. I think. I give like ... 100/10 to Jay and Kanye. fucking amazing. BOTH of their verses were original..real, and fucking insanely lyrical. it was like every phrase/sentence had a meaning...and hell yes, that meaning had even more deeper meaning. 


and i give them extra props to the fact that they actually even stepped out of the box. there are so many songs out there about ass, sex appeal, swag, and money....that its refreshing to hear something else...finally.


I really really want more songs like this (like actually real, and true...not just sex appeal and swag)...that way maybe we can get hip hop back. 


now, I'm no "hip hop expert"...and I don't know too much about old school hip hop because I wasn't born in that time...but I can tell you, from a little glimpse of what I've seen of old school.....this music industry, right now doesn't even recognize hip hop.


half of the 'hip hop' songs on the radio or albums in stores aren't even hip hop. yes, they are rap. because they simply rhyme. 


but there's a line between hip hop and rap. rap is just a couple of phrases rhyming...got a beat. Hip hop is way more. it's culture...a way of living maybe. so much roots in hip hop...it's amazing. 


and we need to get back to that REAL hip hop...and I really hope songs like this come around more often. they don't have to be about philosophy....just something other than sex, ass, swag, or money. 


anyways, thats all I got. a zillion props to jay and kanye. and ohhhh! frank ocean did such a fucking aamazing job at the hook. 


amazing voice, first off. number two...the hook actually has meaning. it makes you think....look a little bit more into it. lovedd it. 


and The Dream sang the bridge in the middle...and my jaw dropped. such an amazing voice, meaning, the beat was perfect...fucking amazing.


haha, well fo real...now, thats all I got. hope you enjoyed it:) take care


Monday, June 18th, 2012
SUMMER IS A BUMMER...


Holaa:) So today's a wednesday...and its about 10:30 PM right now..


Summer is starting out as a bummer...But I will tell you, it's definetly better than the drama that happens in school.


I kinda like it though...just kinda a good time to chill and just relax for a bit. I've been home the whole time though. So I'm hoping something awesome or something will start up..


We might have a couple of road trips here and there...so hopefully that'll be fun :) 


i really wished that some of my closest friends lived in my neighborhood :/ like you could just hang out whenever. grr. otherwise, you gotta make plans...get a ride.. (yeahh buddy...don't got no car haha)


You know..it's just one of those phases where I wished that life would take off....you know...like spice up a bit....and have those nights that are unforgettable....I dunno. stuff like that. 


and I'm not just having this phase now. I still had it in school a lot....haha


damn it. why am i complaining? If I want something to happen, I should get my ass up and do it. 


but I hate the feeling of bothering or annoying people. I hate texting, calling, chatting...etc. first. I feel like what if you just put up a smile when we engage in a convo, but really your like "hop off my dick."


I dunno. we'll see. we'll try to mix something in. we'll see...  :)


another thingg. sometimes I feel like makeup suffocates me. and the biggest reason for that...ding ding ding...you guessed it...is foundation. 


I hate foundation...and sometimes, the troubles that go with it. like setting it, or if it smears. or I dunno...stuff like that. 


These are the times that you desperately wished you had perfect ,natural, pretty skin. Like I really really envy those girls that just walk out of the door with mascara, a little concealer, and lip gloss. 


hopefully my skin will get better. I'm trying to kinda get fit this summer...kinda clean up my diet a little more. 


I've been eating junk all over the place...and mann. do I hate the results. so i'm trying. to eat a little bit more healthier...drink more water....relax a little bit more...and kinda learn to enjoy the moment itself. 


why am i on that philosophical shit again? "finding the moment" haha


anywayss....here's a song that I really like :) from my childhood...throwback....let's go back a little bit...


The Party's Just Begun - The Cheetah Girls 




man...do I miss those days. I loved the old disney soooo much :) 
go cheetah girls! haha






Friday, June 8th, 2012
OVERVIEW OF THE SCHOOL YEAR 2011-2012


Heeeeyyy :) so it's a Friday...thank god! I swear this WHOLE week...I wake up; thinking it's a Friday or Saturday...and end up looking at my phone..saying "tuesday" or "wednesday". grr. in short, it's been a loooong week. 


we're done though:)thank god! 


haha so I kinda wanna reflect I guess..I dunno. 


At the FIRST HALF or like before winter break...I swear I was a different person. Like this year...feels like 2 chapters itself. 


The "first half" ...here are some details thooo : 


-I always wore these pair of blue jeans...a black sweater, and a regular top underneath...and I had this green backpack. i didn't really have any 'style'...I just kept wearing the same stuff everyday...I dunno why though.


i didn't really know everyone when I moved; so I was kinda scared...I didn't really know why way throughout the school...and everything was pretty new to me. I just didn't really care about what I wore...it was just 'get up, put on, go' kinda thing. 


Makeup: During last summer, I got really bad acne...blemishes EVERYWHERE. And so that opened for me to use foundation. But the problem was ..I wore really light foundation! haha..and I didn't even know it. try looking for the 'fix foundation that's too light' blog post to get more. Yeah...but it was horrible...I thought it was the right shade....no. Haha; I really feel embarrased though...all this time...haha...well atleast I figured it. Oh well :) 


One thing that I really hated is my eyeliner smudging! Everyday I would come home from school...with raccoon eyes. Not fun. And i'd be like "That's what I looked all day..?". That's such a horrible feeling..I swear... haha. 


Fashion: Like I said..I repeated the same outfit everyday...but I would of course change the top haaha. But I was really conscious about my body...my weight. That's the reason why I would always wear this black cardigan to kinda flow over my body. And I wasn't really comfortable in anything else...




Stuff like that basically...REALLY REALLY casual..laid back..yeah. 


But like in tight clothing, I would be conscious all throughout the day...like if people thought I was 'fat' or not fit...or stuff like that. But I mean..I got over it. Love your body no matter what. 


Yeah...bullshit pep talk right? All these people saying "love your body! embrace it ! your beautiful". it is much easier said than done. they say that..the next day they call you fat. But you gotta get over it...and I guess kinda learn to dress for your body type...like what might flatter someone...might not flatter someone else...and vice versa. I don't really know much about fashion...but I might make a post about dressing for your body type:) 


(Fun Fact: i have 'flabby' ear lobes. haha...yes, i'm VERY insecure about them. that's why..I basically never go a day without wearing earrings in public. I don't care if its hoops or studs...I just gotta have some earrings. I'm afraid when someone looks at me...their gonna notice my funny earlobes :/ hahah :D  ) 


But as goes for fashion...i just didn't care. I just did my thing...I was new...didn't really care about my style. I never wear stuff that would flatter...but just hide it. Like flowy stuff...stuff like that. I didn't even like wearing skinny jeans...i thought that they emphasized my big thighs even more..haha..but I would do anything to MAKE myself, or make an illusion of myself looking thinner. But I think "dressing up" your favorite body ares is a better way to feel confident. 


Social: I was just a little more reserved...a little quiet at lunch ... stuff like that...but nothing much of a dramatic change. I'm still the same when it comes to like talking...stuff like that :) 


Hair: I basically wore it down a LOT (and still do). My hair is naturally straight..so i just left it straight everyday...did nothing to it in the mornings (but I hate it straight). 


Crush <3: I liked this guy (that I keep talking about..all I talk about is boys! haha). Uhhh...he was in my p.e. class and lived in my neighborhood. but yeah...I thought he was a sophomore then I 'figured' he was a junior..and a couple of weeks ago..I learned that he was a senior. haha. sophomore and junior were fine...but senior...he'll be leaving...so ouch. haha :)  


But yeah...pretty good I guess :) 






-The second half of the year...I feel like I upgraded...or evolved. I just went to the closet more...and pulled out a lot of stuff, I even forgot that I owned. And things started coming together. I got a little bit more creative with my shirts..tying them up, or wearing them with accessciores to glam it up. 


Fashion: I started wearing skinny jeans more often too. I wore shorts, jean miniskirts, sweats, leggings, cargos...so much more. I took more tops from the closet...and I learned to balance a little too. like a tight top might look better with comfy pants or jeans (not leggings). or leggings might look better with a baggy or flowy top. I started to match things..trying to match tops with earrings and other stuff like that. 







And I like the way I dress right now too. It's more fun and you get to play around with the stuff you have. Now that I look back...the things I wore earlier weren't lame...they were just so boring. I don't know WHY I changed..or what influenced me...cause nothing dramatic has happened. And i don't really care about what others wear..so I don't think that someone else's outfit 'inspired' me or whatever...I dunno..but yeah :)






Makeup: I found a solution for eyeliner meltdown..(just put some powder underneath your eyelids...works!). So that's good now. here are some of my makeup troubles..I guess?


-foundation creasing in smile lines. I'm only a teen..I don't have wrinkles or anything...but my foundation always manages to cake in my smile lines..and when I'm not smiling...they always show :/ and I don't know what to do about it. I've tried a couple of things..but no luck :/ imma keep trying though...trying new ways. 


-I found awesome ways to fix my too light foundation though (article is under makeup page). 


-foundation looking kinda oily. At the end of the day...it just doesn't look matte and smooth :/ So i gotta find a way now...and I HATE retouching my makeup at school. ughh. such a hassle everytime. Usually, I'm just 'fuck it'and just not really caring. But when i get home..and look at it...and im like "shoot. I should have put some powder in the bathroom:/ "





My makeup(the foundation) is kinda like hers...except I'm not as pretty; and don't have blush on. Grrr. It looks fine on her...but on me....it looks badddd :/ 


But honestly...I really hate foundation. I feel like it's a hassle...but I can't 'not' apply it...because I have a lot of imperfections (acne, blemishes, acne scars, discoloration..stuff like that). I'm begging that my skin will get better this summer, so I won't have to cake a layer of foundation on every morning next year :/ 




Hair: I have naturally straight hair...but I really dislike it on me. I don't think it suits my face shape...or..I dunno...it just doesn't look good on me. I love straight hair on my friends...just not on me. And I'll usually put my hair into buns or braids and go to sleep...so the next morning, I'd have wavy hair. I love hair with volume..so yeah:) 






It's kinda like this...but a little bit thicker :) But all you have to do is just braid your hair in sections :) 


It's sometimes a pain in the neck too...doing your hair like that everynight...but I guess its worth it. My natural straight looks really...dull..when you do nothing to it. And I'm way too lazy to wake up early trying my hair with a curling iron...too much work..too little time :D haha


Crush <3: I did have another crush, after I got over the first one. But this one was no where as "deep"...and he was a major douchebag anyways. So yeah...over him :) Now just ridin solo (: yeahh buddydyyyydydydyydydyy




...but yeah :) overview of the whole year I guess :)





Wednesday, June 6th, 2012
A DAY AT SCHOOL...


Holaaaa. So today was another day at school :) 


Since school is almost over, we made smores today in science :) it was yummmmyyyy...except I just had the graham crackers and chocolate ( I don't really like marshamallows) and some mountain dewwwww. 


Today's fashion week outfit: 


-gray sweatshirt
-leggings
-sandals


yuuup. killer, runaway model outfit right there. today was a 100% laid back..no effort kinda day. and I fucking loved it. 


and I know no one cares...but hey.. :D 


1st block: we watched a movie. the teacher HATES me. no like she literally doesn't like...for some reason. She has bitched at me the WHOLE YEAR. And I'm not rude or disrespectful to her...but she just hates me for some reason. 


example. So I turned in my test this one day; and some people were still taking it. So she was just like 'there are still tests out...please be quiet'. So there's this girl that sits RIGHT by the teacher, and she's making eye contact,quietly laughing, and exchanging funny faces on a guy that sits all the way across the room. and she doesn't say ANYTHING. and I just smile at someone across the room... like a quick smile...and she's like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? NO TALKING!". my fuck. anyways, man...i'm just happy i'm done with all her bitchiness. But every year, there's always this one teacher who hates you for no reason...I wonder who that'll be next year...




2nd block: chilled. and lunch. nothing muchh. I got to talk to my guy friend thooo :) 


3rd block: WE MADE SMORES! yayy. it was definetly a laid back class, talking, a movie, eating, ... all that. 


4th block: took a test...and I'm pretty sure I failed it. real bad. And the semester is wrapping up...and I'm REALLY REALLY scared it's gonna bring it down even more :/ My god...ughhh. i'm scared as fuck... :/


and thats it. yeahh. mann. this week NEEDS to go by faster. I woke up this morning, praying that it was Saturday. And I looked at my phone...that shit said Wednesday. ughhh. things seems sooo slow...fast forward a little pleaseee. 




Monday, June 4th, 2012
SOME THINGS


Heeeeeeeeeeey :) So it's a Mondaayyy. But it wasn't a bad Monday. pretty good, like the usual usual.


i dunno...like the more closer you get to being done with classes and stuff...I guess, obviously you kinda realize how much in a way, you're gonna miss it. like friends, lunch...stuff like that I guess. 


the whole thing is starting to get to me...I'm kinda thinking more and more on how imma really miss school...this year wasn't that 'great' overall...but I mean it wasn't bad. I dunno...but as of right now, for the most part; I still want to be done with this...just let everything go for a while. No worrying about clothes, makeup, hair...just chillin. 


But I do know that after a while, summer does get boring. You wanna get back to school...well, that's what I do. So I know that 3 weeks into summer, I'll maybe want school to come back.


but the weird thing, is that i don't do anything during the summer. I go on facebook, see people hanging out with their friends; the mall, parties, vacation, beach...etc. All i do is basically stay home...haha.. I do hang out with friends, but just a couple of times here and there at the whole break. haha...boring life. I know :P 


anyways, I'm sick of talking about school...so let's move on..........go with the flowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


uhhh. 


this weekenedndndndndnndnd.


we actually went to see Men in Black 3. 





I definetly enjoyed it. It has a good mix of comedy with the adventure/sci-fi kick to it. pretty coool. Will Smith (mmm ;) was amazing...and the whole plot was reallyyy good :) not baddd :) 


then we went to the mall...but I couldn't really find anything :/


then we went to walmart. got some cereal. boring lifee. I know. ... you know what. fuck it. here are some things that I got at walmart :) (just for the people who are bored .. like me. and your goin "I could care less.." ... oh ... well :)  haha 




yeahhh buddy. I just grabbed something of the shelf...and this stuff is prettyy good :) It's kind of like Pops..except not as sugary. yuuup. (look at me...desperately trying to make my life sound interesting :) hehe






This stuff is the shit. I freaking like it. It's the Suave Professional Aloe Vera and Ginseng Volumizing Shampoo. It is pretty good (I might do a review on it)...it leaves hair like squeaky clean I swear..I freaking love it right now. It's cheap, .. wow. haha. 




Oh my god. Don't get this stuff. Really. It's the regular NYC nail polish (not the 60 second one). but my lord. It started chipping and coming off the very. next. day. i mean, yeah it was pretty cheap; but still....heckk noo. 


And what else.......? OH! and I got some waffles. and instead of drowning them with syrup, we actually drizzled some honey over them..so it's sweet...but maybe a LITTLE better for you. and we even had that for dinner :) breakfast for dinner


but anyways, here's a soft, slow beautiful song: 


Let Me Love You- Mario






Well...yeah. :) byeeee




Saturday, June 2nd, 2012
COZY SATURDAY MORNINGS :) 


Dang, I'm on a roll with this journal now. Haha, I'm just more bored nowadays I guess...


Well, I actually was looking at the Ace of the Face a couple of minutes ago, and I figured that I maybe should start that up again. So yeah...maybe not that soon, but hopefully we'll get back on track with it again :) 


But, for now, to kick off your Saturday morning with a bright, fresh, start..Here are two songs that I loveee :) 


(warning: these videos may have explicit lyrics)


Sabotage- Wale ft. Lloyd 




Nothin' On You- B.o.B ft. Bruno Mars




Happy Saturdayy though :) 






Friday, June 1st, 2012
FRIDAY NIGHT...THINKING...


So it's a F TO THE R TO THE I TO THE D TO THE A TO THE Y. Wow. that was a waste of time...and pretty corny. Oh well :D 


Funny thing, is that I ACTUALLY wanna go back to school. Fuck, I know...I'm bipolar right? One day I say that I would do anything for school to be over...and now, I say that I want Monday to come?


Yeah. Pretty bad. But I dunno, all my classes are really chill now...finals are over. and I passed them all. so we got a couple left, so its really laid back now. I STILL hate waking up in the morning...but I found a quick way to do your makeup real quick (flawless face in under 10 minutes)...maybe I'll do a post about it...I dunno..


ANYWAYS. I swear the tables have turned..AGAIN. On one post, I was talking about how I liked these 2 guys this year. And I said that I was over the 2nd one. I was lying. GRR. On Friday, I was telling you the truth, as of right now...that would be a lie. 


Just kinda started clicking yesterday...and I'm on it again. 


Just a couple of sparks...or the ignition itself  is all it takes to freaking like that person again. 


And it freaking sucks. When you finally think that you're over someone...and just then, yall start to click again. 


mann. fuck that though. like I said, we only have a little time left...there's no way that we can even get together in this time. And we can't hit each other up in the summer, because me and him are like in different crowds. Our friends don't like 'overlap'. .. like no real 'mutual' friends.. I guess. 


like he's with this popular buddies...you know, fast lane. I'm just with a couple of friends here and there...not really....no where 'popular'. So I don't really see a way that we can even meet during the summer. 


and then I might move. Or even if I don't, then...IF he even thinks im cute right now...do you even think he'll remember who the hell I am next year?


but truth be told, I'll probably get over him a couple of days into summer. But yeah. 


And that's like the worst kind of liking someone too. When you keep liking them, but you know that it aint gonna work out...or there's really no chance of yall getting together. 


but you can't help it...even if you know there's no point...you keep going after for it. 
waste of time,uh?


so yeah. oooh. lets do a 'what's on what side thing'. 


what's on my left: printer, hand sanitizer, glasses, pen, nail cutter, post it, clear nail polish, trash can, room fragrance, a tv, teddy bear, photo stand. 


on my right: pack of CD's, fan, water bottle, CD rack


andddd here is my Friday night 'chill..."forget everything" song (warning: it may have explicit lyrics) 
 




Wednesday, May 30th, 2012
RANDOM, FUN FACTS :) 


Hmm. So it's me again. On a regular ass post. We got a couple of time left till school is OVER! I know that's all I talk about...when school is gonna be over. It's just the fact that I'm DONE waking up for school. Doing my makeup, doing my hair. Deciding what clothes to wear. I just wanna stay home for some time...no makeup on, hair in a bun, in a sweatshirt and sweatpants for a week straight. just laid back.(and my mind on my money, and my money on my mind)...haha that was corny...oh well :) 


I mean...I do this on the weekend already...but grr. for a week straight. atleast. 


But since we're already on that note...MOST OF YALL...what do you guys wear to school?


Like I know everybody has their own little style...but what do you guys normally wear? AND do you just wear whatever's comfortable OR actually dress nicely...dress to impress..?


I am CHILL. AS F***. right now atleast. we got a couple till school is over. And I couldn't care at the very LEAST about how I look at school. 


school is almost over, who the heck are you trying to impress NOW? 


haha...yeah you might not care...but here are some FUN FACTS ;) 


-I HATE jeans. skinny jeans I guess. tight skinny jeans. why? CAUSE THEIR TIGHT and UNCOMFORTABLE as crap. grr. I hate them. I feel like restricted in them...and only sometimes...wear them. grr. I swear, cute, comfy , stylish, skinny jeans....praying for that invention. 


-LEGGINGS are a girl's best friend. I LOVE. and I mean LOVE leggings right now. They go with everything, you can dress them up or down. You can wear your old sweatshirt with it...and it'll look cute. Or you can wear a cute floral top .. even with a jacket...and it'll look cute. The best part is that...they look tight...but their amazingly comfortable. They have the comfort of sweatpants...but they look like normal, tight, skin hugging leggings (naw..haha).I usually put on a roomy/baggy shirt/jacket and some leggings. Just basically what's comfortable.


Like I said...we're almost out...RIGHT NOW, .. I don't care about my 'figure' or wearing uncomfortable tight stuff just to 'strut my stuff'. But I'll admit it...I'm not one of those "rocker, I don't give a F" kinda girls. I DO sometimes wonder what guys think about my outfits. And yeah, I'll wear stuff to flatter my figure...yeah, sometimes for guys. Sometimes just to feel sexy...I guess. I dunno. But right now....getting a boyfriend...last thing on my mind. Actually, it's the first...but I'm WAY too lazy to try for it right now. just laid backk. 


-Denim shorts are versatile. Just like you would with jeans...pretty much the same rules apply with denim shorts. You can wear a cute top, jacket, t shirt...just like jeans. with the exception of a revealing top. If you wear a revealing top with denim shorts...that'll just get SLUT written all over you. But if you have normal jeans...and I guess a revealing top...i get it. you tryin to balance it out. I guess it works...but still. I wouldn't...I'm too lazy to flaunt anything. haha Team Sweatpants!


But i gotta a denim miniskirt that is the same color as my denim shorts. (the shorts were a gift). So I gotta figure a way to fade my denim shorts...I'm thinking about bleaching them...? any experience/advice....? email at tsorain@gmail.com thanks though! 


-I love eyeliner. A lot. if I was stranded on an island...and I could pick only one product to come with me. it'd me eyeliner. no doubt. I LOVE IT. eyeliner can make you look more awake, more sexy, .. make your eyes look more defined, draw attention to the eyes.....soo much more. But I just love my normal black pencil eyeliner. Freaking aamaaizng. 


-I love coffee ice cream. Or anything with chocolate chips. that stuff is good too. 


-I hate it when guys call girls "bitches". What else is new? "duh...every girl hates that". I know, but I just wanted to mention it. Some girls get so happy when guys call her "their bitch"...or whatever. It's like are you kidding me? are you that childish..that you can't even call me a lady...at the very least a girl...? I dunno, it just..I guess it shows that they don't have respect for you...to even look at you as a fucking girl. I dunno. 


BAD BITCH is different though. that's the only exception. Bad bitch means you got all your shit together...and your in the flow with everything. but I like BOSS BITCH better. however, a boss bitch/bad bitch is not a girl with her boobs hanging out. it's a girl who knows she's playing the game...and she's winning. 


Yeah, so that's it I guess. Just random stuff I wanted to play around with (: anyways ,take care 






Monday, May 28th, 2012
MEMORIAL DAY & BOY TALK


Today is MEMORIAL DAY! Before anything; THANK YOU to all the amazing men and women serving in the military keeping everybody safe :) THANK YOU


since today is Memorial Day...it obviously means that we get a day off..so I've been at home..doing nothing. So I dunno...since I was off for REALLL long...I decided why not do one of those 'what's going on in life' posts? uh uh?


Man...school is ALMOST. JUST ALMOST. over. and I can't wait. I am truthfully DONE with school. I just can't wait for summer...when it's just a time where your free to the world...no distractions, no homework...and you just do whatever you wanna do :) 


And distractions = guys. man, I cannot tell you how many times I've wondered if one of my guy friends, or just a guy that I met....is 'the one' or not. 


I am straight TRIPPIN. Sometimes I even say "Why are you trying to find 'the one' when your still in HIGH SCHOOL?" are you kidding me? But sometimes when I start to develop a crush on someone...I can't help but think about it. Like...is this really gonna blossom, more and more..to the point...maybe it does end up being a beautiful flower?


or is this just a joke? and nothings gonna happen...except maybe just an occasional smile or wave in the hallway. 


Sometimes I get real sick of MYSELF falling for guys. Usually, it's the guy that first flirts with me. 


I NEVER (or never yet) fallen for one of my guy friends. I always fall for people who give me a hint (even if it wasn't a hint) first. Like if a guy smiles at me, or just holds the door for me. or bumps into me. or just little things throughout the day like that. 


and if I like him, then my mind starts to explore. and before I know it...i gotta crush. 


There was one guy, that I 'met' or just 'we just knew each other was alive' at about september (2011). This guy lived in my neighborhood...and came to the same bus stop as me. 


he gave me a couple of 'hints'..like looked at me, tried to match me the next day (for example. if i wore a red shirt on monday, he would have a red shirt on tuesday). and other stuff like that. before I knew it....I liked him. 


I used to think 'maybe God put us in the same neighborhood for a reason'. or there's gotta be something....


I would even go the another LONG way in the hallway when going to class, just to see him. And yeah..I was almost late...and late a couple of times. this one, I had to admit I fell for him hard. 


So after some time, for some reason the 'vibe' or 'spark' I had for him...just faded away. I just didn't feel anything for him anymore. and I was a free bird...normal, just doing my thing. 


second dude comes along at about February. I first caught him looking at me in the hallway...which didn't get to me too much...cause he was in the fast lane...and I wasn't. Meaning...there's no point for me to 'explore' anything, because I knew it wasn't gonna work out. 


Like he was on the football team...and EVERYBODY knew him. EVERYBODY. So everybody always talked to him...many girls were on his dick...etc. He was just a really popular guy at our school. Me, on the other hand. I just had a couple of friends...just close friends. Just normal clothes, normal...everything. nothing 'over the top'. 


maybe a week or two passes by, when I'm at lunch and getting my tray and going to my table...passing his table. He said 'damn girl'...and I was hyped. He was HOT. and coming from him....I was in wonderland. 


Then the plot thickened more and more. He would also try to match me a lot. And I dunno...other stuff i guess. We were definetly in the game. and...I dont mean to be 'cocky' or anything...but the way he acted/talked...everything was showing that he might have interest in me. 


But I always showed mixed signals to him. I NEVER make it obvious...because that's like boiling water for me. I've been rejected a lot in my life...and I get really scared if a guy knows that I like him. I'm scared they'll over-react and say 'eewww' or 'fuck no.'....or you know what I mean. 


So I'll SOMETIMES match him (only sometimes) but I would never do anything to show that I liked him. I just hate it. and I hate it. So I always played it cool...pretending that he was just "another guy" at school to me. 


so show goes on...on one day when I told my friends his name. They were surprised...and also told me that he has a girlfriend...and they've been dating for about 8 months now. 


this was just plain. UNEXPECTED. Because during school....he's always in the hallways hanging out with his friends ... his 'homies' or whatever. I never see him making out with anyone...and sometimes he even walks alone to class and stuff like that...he sometimes does have his hand on a girl ... who...you know, I just thought was another 'girl' that he's playing around with. but come to say...ah. that was his girlfriend. 


ouch. haha, but it's all good. And things actually came together at a good time (for once). You know how sometimes you like somebody...and after you're done dating them or liking them...you look at them...and don't WHAT IN THE WORLD you saw in them? like .. 'what was I even thinking?'. 


That's kinda what happened to me this Friday. I caught a glimpse of him...and I was just like ... 'uhh? what .. was .. I thinkinggg?'. for some reason...i guess he just wasn't as 'cute' as before. funny thing, is that NOTHING about him changed...I used to call him 'handsome' and 'beautiful' in front of my friend..but then...it's just he wasn't as attractive anymore...and I guess the spark faded away...and hopefully I'm all good...a free bird again. 


Lord am I happy! I'll admit it though...I still do kinda look around and see what he's doing at lunch...or etc. But it's just that...I don't get any butterflies...or anything when I see him anymore :) And i'm glad..because haha...even more time would have been wasted. 


And after all this...sometimes I just wonder if these guys are nothing but distractions. Just to sometimes reel us away from what's really important. I will admit it. The first guy really fucked me up. NOT the second one...that was just a play run...cause I knew that he would never be my type.He seemed like the 'cool' , 'all about swag' kinda guys. But the first one...kinda fucked me up.BUT NOT fuck me over. there's a difference. 


fuck me up- (in my words) maybe a guy that you had feelings for...and he was playing with those feelings. and you fell for him pretty good...thinking about if was the 'one' or kids or the house...etc. you were gonna have with him. 


fuck me over- (in my words) somebody who really did a number on you. for example, maybe if you were really committed to your partner, but you figured they cheated on you...etc. 


You know? I just hate having a crush in general . Why? 


1) you wake up...and atleast ONCE...JUST ONCE ...think about impressing them...or asking yourself if THEY are gonna like it. 


I would look in the mirror and be like 'too girly? or 'too boyish'? or 'too retro?'. haha stuff like that....you know. when I didn't have a crush on anyone..you wake up and just put on whatever...not giving a fuck about what anybody thinks. But if your CRUSH disses you...ouch. (atleast for me) 


2) getting nervous/buttlerflies


when you know you're gonna see him in that one hallway...or that one class....you just can't help but get those butterflies. getting nervous...about just going to one class from another. haha the funny thing is that...what are you even getting nervous about? you're just walking past each other..for about 2 seconds..? . haha


3) OVERTHINKING. 


You walk past him, and you completly overthink. Maybe if you saw them look at you...and you ask yourself 'was there something in my teeth'..or 'ahh...was my hair messed up?' .. or 'he saw that zit right?' or 'my eyeliner smudged....I looked like a fucking raccoon in front of him..." or whatever. I just hate that. and this is what I ALWAYS end up doing. grr.


You know what? enough ranting. yeah, guys sometimes do play and fuck with your emotions...but i guess all we can be is just stay strong..and let go of any bad thoughts.


I just can't wait for school to be over..... 


(: take care




Saturday, May 26th, 2012
MOVIE: THINK LIKE A MAN 


Heeey :)So, I figured I gotta kinda add more spice to my journal..for me :) 


So todayy imma do a movie review. kind of...?


Anyways, it's still all over the media....but it's been a while since THINK LIKE A MAN came out. 





and I ended up really liking the movie....so why not share some thoughts?


In a nutshell, I really loved all the cast. It's one of the few movies, where you literally get to like EVERYONE. 


The men were all handsome and obviously all of them acted like (their characters) completely mirrored real life guys. hahahah...oh, and of course Kevin Hart! That guy narrated the film...and damn...he'll give you a nice laugh. :) haha







The girls were all wonderful as well. In fact, I ended up liking every girl's attitude. No one was a slut, or a hoe. 





There was the Mya girl..who reminds me a lot of girls today. The 90 day Rule...really important. I think it basically revolves around the idea of actually making the guy respect you, and actually making him deserve the sex. And I think it applies to a lot of girls all around, especially teenagers. 


And her "match" was ZEKE :) 







Then there was the single mom (my bad...can't remember her name), whose match was was Terrence J (whose name in the movie, I think, was Michael). And Michael is a mama's boy...which some guys out there, really are. And it was incredibly nice to see that guys can prove that you truly are their No. 1 woman. 

and damnn....Terrence J...is fineeeee ;) haha
(and you've probably seen him...he co hosts 106 and Park) 





Then there was Gabrielle Union (which, in the movie...I think her name was Kristen or something like that). Anyways, her problem was getting her match...Jeremy, to actually commit to her and give her the ring. 


I think it was a cute role...they were living together...and the way Jeremy proposed to her..was amazing as well :) 





Then...there's my favorite couple. Dominic and Lauren :) :) :) :) 


My personal favorite :) 


Dominic is played my Michael Ealy ... which my fucking.....damn...that boy is fine.


grr...just look at himm: 


Anyways, Dominic is a "dreamer". And Lauren is a really successful buisnesswoman. 




Basically, Lauren wants a guy that makes "six" figures, you know...living that "fast lane" that she also lives in. 


Dominic though, works at a restaurant, cooks, but for a little bit more money, also parks cars. 




Lauren just got finished eating dinner at the restaurant that Dominic works in. For the extra pay, Dominic was parking a fancy ass car...just behind Lauren's car. 


As Lauren goes on, Dominic "follows" her...and at a stoplight, he asks her on a date. 
But remember, all this time, Lauren thinks that he is the owner of the fancy ass car...


They go on their date...and actually end up sleeping together as well. The next morning, Dominic even gets up early and makes breakfast for Lauren (ooh...he was shirtless...mmm). You can tell though, Dominic really likes Lauren. like really.


Then, Lauren is having a big business event somewhere...exactly where Dominic's restaurant is catering. Just as Lauren goes up to talk on the mic...Dominic notices her, and tries to quickly go, hoping that she won't see him. Just as he is, he bumps into the other waiter, and the loud sound of plates crashing happens. Lauren looks up, and obviously notices Dominic...as one of the waiters. 


Later Dominic does reveal the truth. Lauren is kind of mad, because she says that he's a "loser" and barely makes 4 figures. But Lauren goes over to his place to get the record straight...and in a way... break up with him...(she wants a 'fast lane' guy with status)  


(but even though Lauren wants a guy with status and money...she herself, is not full of herself or clingy. she's actually outgoing, and a little bit bubbly :) ) 


Just as she goes, Dominic has a nice charm on, and has also prepared an amazing candlelight dinner on the rooftop. Amazed that a guy would do all this, Lauren does stay...and Dominic and her share a passionate kiss. (yeah...this is where I got real jealous! haha)


There love continues...where one day, Lauren meets her "ex-crush". He is also an immensely, successful businessman...also, I think a CEO. Lauren had liked him a lot...but he got married and moved to Chicago. But now, he's divorced, and moved back to LA.


They talk a little bit, and they decide to go to dinner. 


Lauren..excited that he's back in town...is happy that he's single again...and has a date with him. 




Lauren meets up with Dominic real quick, to tell him that she needs a " a little space". Dominic asks her if she's breaking up with him. She quickly says no..but says, she needs a little break. Dominic says that she sounds like the guy in the relationship...and walks out. As he is walking, he comes back, gives her a kiss on the head...and continues walking. 


After this, Dominic does start his business. His dream was to open his own restaurant. He starts small...and opens up a food truck. All his friends (the whole other cast) go give him a visit on his opening night, but Lauren has the date with the CEO that night.


Lauren goes to the date, but realizing that the "CEO" is highly full of himself and completely arrogant. She leaves, realizing she's really in love with Dominic, and goes to the food truck. 

Dominic obviously doesn't expect her there...and first, isn't so wooed by her words. He tells her to go, because all the "I want you back" won't work. She doesn't leave though, and actually gets on the food truck. She says how much she never realized that she really loved him, and even though they are different, that truly is a good thing. 



Dominic does give in, and they do end up sharing a passionate kiss. The whole other cast congratulates them and they smile :)





But the reason why I liked this couple was because they traded roles. 


Like Dominic said, Lauren was kind of the man in this relationship. Men are usually the ones who ask for "space" and don't fall in love too easily. Lauren kind of mirrors that. Even after, her and Dominic have spend some time, she is ready to go on a dinner date with her "ex-crush". Like mentioned in the film, she's her "own man". She's a very strong, successful woman...who truly doesn't need a guy to pay bills, rent...anything. She's independent. She's got her back. 




And Dominic is kind of the girl in the relationship. When he falls in love, he falls hard. He truly did so much for Lauren...and was completely heartbroken when she asked for "space". Even though, at first, he lied about his job and salary...he did it for her. Only to please her. 





Imma admit though, there aren't many guys at all, like Dominic. Wish there were. like down to earth, real, caring....wisshh. 


and I personally think that women need to be more like Lauren. She doesn't a guy side track her plans or anything. She's still got her back. I honestly wish I was more like her. A lot of times, when I like a guy...I fall too deep. But Lauren, she doesn't fall too hard, and she doesn't let a relationship make her lose control of everything else. damn. I need some lessons from her. 


Oh and how can I forget about Kevin! All throughout the movie, he talks about how he's going through a divorce (almost divorced). At the end though, he calls her up, and tells her that he really misses her, and he wants them to be together. And the her...is none other than Wendy Williams! They get back together and all the couples get a happily ever after :) 


And that's the one thing that I don't like about this movie. Everything ends perfectly. Sometimes in life, that's not the case. Things might not end up perfectly...and I don't like getting my hopes up for anything, and end up being dissapointed. Haha...so all this "fairy tale", "happy ending" isn't helping me trying to be like Lauren! haha:) 

But overall, really...the movie was amazing. All the "categories" of the men and women were obviously completely mirrored to real men and women. I'm pretty sure every girl or guy fits into one of those categories. But yeah....loved, loved, loved the movie. AMAZINGG :) 



Oh! And here's my favorite song from the soundtrack:


Tonight (Best You Ever Had)- John Legend ft. Ludacris:




This has been my jam for like the last two weeks :) haha




Friday, May 25th, 2012
LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP


HIIIII :) Dang, if you've been keeping up with this month so far, you've probably noticed a lot of things (almost everything haha) is about FOUNDATION. ...


Don't know what I'm talking about? Go to the archive, 2012, then MAY, then check it all out :) 


Lately, I've been having a real love-hate relationship with foundation. 


Love- it covers my imperfections (I have dark circles, lots of acne scars, blemishes, and discoloration)...yeah NO WHERE to perfect skin. 


Hate- it's SO. freaking. hard to find a shade that REALLY matches you. I HATE having my face one color, and my body another color. And I hate having to waste so much time blending it in...or else it'll look reallyyy cakey :/ 


Grrr.


But I guess it's all good :) So yeah, maybe I'll try to obviously explore other topics(: 


uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. what elseee..


I was thinking about doing a TURN OFF AND TURN ON for girls :) Like, for me, what are some turn on and turn offs or me...when I look/meet  a guy..maybe just for fun? haha we'll see. keep looking out for that one ;)






Saturday, May 5th, 2012
HI AGAIN! :)


Ahhh! LONNGGG timee. haha, first, the whole thing was just fading away...and then I wanted to get back to it. And then I forgot my password. FAIL. right? oh well, I got it back, so it's all good now(: 


Wow. haha. me. write later. ;) 






Sunday, June 26th, 2011
Q&A


Hey guys! I want to take some time out and actually tell you guys the "result" of some questions that I asked you guys (a mix). 




1) What would you guys like to see more of?


Popular Answer: Makeup and Skin Care (considering of the people that deal with acne) ...I know what you mean guys! 




2) Do you think using a complete hair collection is more effective than just one step/product?


Popular Answer: Nahh! Riley wrote: "No...the companies just do that. For me, I've seen not much of a difference. For me, it doesn't matter which shampoo or conditioner I use; it only matters about the styling products I use." 




3) Which do you apply first: Concealer or foundation?


Popular Answer: Most people said Foundation first


Sarah wrote "I've always done foundation first. I mean...if you put on concealer first...won't the foundation disturb it? I don't know...I'm no makeup artist...but that doesn't make any sense?"




4) Do you think of dancing as a workout?


Popular Answer: Kind of...


Paige wrote "I guess so...for example, to me, ballet doesn't seem like a workout. However, the samba does. It just depends on what style and movements you do." 




5) Have you ever tried Tae Bo? Did you like it?


Popular Answer: Danielle wrote "Not really...it seems just like a slow form of any other cardio. But after reading, it sounds pretty cool...I might try it! Thanks!"




Thanks to all you guys that wrote back to me!


Got any questions/comments/suggestions...email me at : 


tsorain@gmail.com 


Thanks again so much!




Saturday, June 25, 2011
ACE OF THE FACE HELP..



Hey guys! So I posted the Ace of the Face: cheeks a couple of days ago. I know it was super super short, but did you guys like it?


I hope you did; I just wanted to make a quick 'shout out' about the NEXT ace of the face. 


The next Ace of the Face is Big Breakthroughs. 


I need help with this one...I know...bad right? Well, yeah. I do know a couple of breakthroughs that I'm insanely in love with; but I want to have atleast 10 breakthroughs. 


So I'm asking you guys to tell me what big breakthroughs YOU guys likee!


Please make sure their DRUGSTORE products (can be found in CVS, rite aid, walgreens...etc). Because, remember, the Ace of the Face is Affordable products. 


Please email me at: 


tsorain@gmail.com


Thank you guys sooo much! 






Tuesday, June 21, 2011
WORKING OUT CAN BE FUN...?


Dancing. Do you dance in your bedroom? In the shower? Haha! I think it's safe to say that every girl has once blasted the music in her room, and just danced like it was nobody's business. 


It's fun, energizing, and immediately puts an amazing smile to anyone's face. 


Have you ever counted it as a workout? 


I was looking off Amazon the other day; and I noticed that there are a lot of dancing theme workouts nowadays. There's more Latin Styles dancing; and more and more people are doing those instead of your traditional crunches and push ups at the gym. 


And forreal! Dancing burns a good amount of calories. It actually burns as good as jogging! And Dancing is much, much more fun! 


So here's my challenge to YOU: 


-Add in 30 minutes of dancing to your day. 


Even if you already go to the gym everyday; and are fit...I want you to try it!

It doesn't matter if it's some DVD; or its just you dancing to some song on your TV. 


Then email me at tsorain@gmail.com and tell me if you like it or not!

Tell me if you call it a workout; and if it might even made a difference in your diet/weight loss. And for you; is it more fun than running? Tell me more info! 


Thanks guys(: 


Oh and P.S. 


I know that I haven't done the ACE OF THE FACE in a longgg time; but maybe we'll have the ACE OF THE FACE: CHEEKS up tomorrow! Stay tuned for it! 




Thursday, June 16th, 2011
WHICH COMES FIRST..?


Concealer or foundation?


I know that some professional makeup artists do   concealer first, and some foundation first. 


So which really goes first?


Some people say that: 


-Concealer Because: the foundation goes above it, adding in more coverage. 


-Foundation Because: you can first even out your skin, and then the foundation applied will not alter the concealer


I'll be honest; I don't have a preference; but I'm not sure...


Which ones do you guys do first?
And do you have a reason behind it?


:-) Keep your head up and dreams strong! 








Wednesday, June 15th, 2011 
NOTIFICATIONS...


So on Sunday, I was so excited...and I'm so glad that we're on Yahoo Answers!


There's a post that I just recently post: 
http://tsorain.blogspot.com/2011/06/how-to-make-your-makeup-last-longer.html


I was actually answering questions when I noticed a lot of people had trouble with their makeup coming off, and so on. 


I answered them, and I realized since a lot of people need advice on that; why not make a post about it?


So yeah there that was!


I'm glad we're on there, because now; I can see what you guys REALLY need help with. 


Yahoo Answers seems like a community for me. Everyone has own questions, some asking things for PROM makeup, and others just putting pictures and asking people if their pretty or not.


It's cool(: 


So far, everything is going great; summer is actually kind of boring so far, but I mean it's still allright. 


I wanted to share a song (music video) with you guys...I can't stop playing it for 3 days! 











Sunday, June 12th, 2011 : (yes. another one!) 
SOME NEWS


Big big news! Well, no actually more like medium news...

I dunno! But TSORAIN is going on YAHOO ANSWERS! 


Yeah. I told you it wasn't that big a deal. 


Haha, just kidding. It is really good and big news!


my "viewer" name is tsorainBLOG 


and you can email me at: tsorainblog@yahoo.com 


and tsorain@gmail.com !!! 


I'm very excited! I used to anyways answer questions, but I had never connected the blog to some other sites. So here's the first step! haha


And ...


The next "section" of the ACE OF THE FACE; is actually the cheeks! 


I was looking through it, and it actually was only 6 "awards", so this one will kind of be short. 


Thanks you all soo much! Have a beautifulll day!




Sunday, June 12th, 2011
DEAR DIARY, 


I was reading a book...one that is written in first person...a Journal/diary to be exact.


And so I was thinking...you know, for example Anne Frank. She wrote in her REAL, PERSONAL diary everyday, and her diary has shown as so much..it's amazing. 


And imagine, for example, when your 60. Just like looking through yearbooks is fun, wouldn't it be cool to read how you felt about that "boy" or how you pulled a prank on "so and so".


 Wouldn't that be fun to read your adventures?


So I was thinking...is it really a good idea to write in a journal everyday?


I dunno...obviously, it takes a lot of writing and a lot of time to read everything on your mind. 


Maybe. Just Maybe I'll start on this coming up school year. 


I dunno, do you guys keep a diary? I used to keep one in 3rd grade; and if I go back in it...you can see how I felt about this guy named Drew, and how I felt about this friend and how she was "changing" and we were drifting apart, and how me and my friends used to play "spies" in the playground...


It's quite fun. 




Sunday, June 5th, 2011 
JUST SOME UPDATES


Hey guys! Just wanted to let you guys know that the ACE OF THE FACE: LIPS will be up TOMORROW! (Monday, June 6th). 


Please be looking forward to it...subscribe to the blog or you guys can follow by email!




Sunday, June 5th, 2011
JUST CATCHIN' UP


Wow long time no blog! Huh? Yeah, It's officially summer, and we've been having parties, picnics, movies...all the jazz!


Well, I'm glad it's summer, more time to do other random crap . haha. 


Well, I know, and I hate to be saying this, but I STILL haven't posted the "ace of the face: lips." Ahhh! sorry! I'm almost done with it, but I just have the gloss and others to finish. 


I'll hopefully have it maybe this week? 


Anyways, um I never told you guys about the last day (which was like 2 weeks ago! haha sorry!). But uh, yeah the guy I like KNOWS that I like him. he doesn't like me back...he never told me or rejected me, but I just know it. 


I'm trying to get over that fact..., but uh well..it's kinda working. 


We have another party on tuesday, currently, my mom is mad at me, so i don't know if I can come.


This week and last hasn't really been my fancy, but uh. I know that summer is going to hopefully be great(: 




Wednesday, May 25, 2011
END OF THE YEAR DANCE


It's been such a long time since I've written a lengthy...heart to heart journal post. 


I dunno...


Well, our dance is NEXT WEEK! ahhhh! 


Our dances = single awareness day all over again!


haha, just kidding, but no seriously...you can easily look at someone and see if their "lonelyyyyy!" or with someone. 


This year I'm "lonelyyyyy!" UGH :/ 


School is almost about to be over, but I still want a kiss from someone that day...


I know I'm getting no kiss, because I'm not even sure he likes me, but I still hope somehow or another...I leave with a kiss. 


Snap! I wish I were in a relationship! It would have been perfect...


But anyways...I hope I just have a good time.. When your probably not going to see these people ever again... (I'm moving :/ !!!) 


Well, I dunno...I wish I could just leave with a wonderful hug from that guy...


He's amazingly handsome <3 


He's funny, sweet, caring...and just flat out amazing...But we only have a week left. I'm moving in the summer. So there's no point in dating or something like that...


So yeah...I know that 99.9% I'm gonna walk out the dance with NO kiss. But that's okay, just having a wonderful, gorgeous time with my friends is enough for me! 


(No it's not! ) haha (I want a kiss...or a lengthy hug!) 


But yeah. 


Well, that's it for today. 


btw, guys, check out the DANCE CHECKLIST that I put up on the home page! 


Bye! have an amazinggggggg day!




Friday, May 20, 2011 
WHAT'S UP?


What's going on?


I haven't made a post in a pretty good amount of time. So I just posted one of WHAT'S IN YOUR PROM PURSE ! http://tsorain.blogspot.com/2011/05/whats-in-prom-purse.html


Please don't mind if I tell you all my secrets...haha. 


These two months have been HORRIBLE! I don't why and how...but they just have. I hateeeeeeeeeeee itttttttt!!!!!!!!


It's like a day can't go right without something going wrong. 


I don't know..


Right now, I'm just being thankful. 
Thankful for life, thankful for family, friends, education, love...everything I have! 


Ohhhh lord!! haha


Well, again, I have work to do tomorrow morning, so maybe I'll be starting up on ACE OF THE FACE: LIPS maybe Sunday? 


We'll see..


Bye(: 



Tuesday, May 17th, 2011
WRITING A BLOG


people ask me...


Do people think it's stupid to be writing a blog?
Is it just a pain in the neck?
Don't you just waste your time?


Well, first off...EVERYONE has been bored at one point in their lives. EVERYONE. 
And, even with writing a blog; I'm still sometimes bored. 


I'll admit, I do sometimes ask myself "Is this a waste of time?" 


And here are some reasons why it's NOT, and you should start writing you own BLOG:


1) You get to express yourself.
You get to write about so many things (ex: roller coaster yesterday) and it's like you have your very own mini audience.


2)You get to share your knowledge.


Whether it be photography, makeup, cooking, math, writing...anything. You share your knowledge to the whole world. 


3) You reach people.


Whether it be helping someone finding the perfect prom makeup, or teaching them to do that one math problem; your helping them, reaching them. 
Your making their lives a tad bit easier...(: 
And it truly feels great to help


So if your thinking of writing your own blog...starting one, than go for it!


I'll be truthful: 


I KNOW that a lot of people don't read my blog. I KNOW I don't get a lot of viewers or comments. I KNOW THAT
So why do I keep on posting?


-Helping yourself.


Sometimes, I go to my own blog for help with hair or makeup...or that one DIY face mask. You go back to it...it's like a notebook; it keeps track of what you do .


-Reflects


It's so fun going back and seeing how you were...how your writing attitude was...all that. And you can't do anything, but smile.


So forget about all the haters and all. Go on and write your own blog! Start it up!


p.s. 
I have a little "request" for you guys. More like a question. Please subscribe or check back, because I'll be asking a little question... :DD 








Sunday, May 15th, 2011
MY FIRST EVER ROLLER COASTER RIDE!


My roller coaster experience: 





Yesterday, I just rode my first roller coaster of my life! 


Yeah, It wasn't an extreme one, but I still rode it! 


The first one I rode was kind of "gentle" and "easy" compared to the other ones, but I still loved it. 


When we first got on, I was definetly scared as crap, but I forced myself to go and not chicken out. 


Since I was never on a coaster, I never knew what the crap it was like, so when it started moving fast, I was scared sooo much, and I literally started to yell "I love you mom, I love you dad, I love my grandparents, I love you all" haha


It was crazy! When I got off though, I was soooo excited, and I loved it!


So next, I went on to another a little bit more extreme one, which the coaster actually drops. 


This one I was soo afriad, and I started to sing "eye of the tiger". VERY LOUDLY! 


When we got to the peak, I didn't even dare to look below or around, so I kept looking at my feet, keeping the beat to the song. 


When we went down, my first drop of a roller coaster, it was there was something in my chest/stomach that I just wanted to get off me!


The first drop was insane, but then as we went on, the drops became less intense. 


During the ride, I actually just closed my eyes a bit, and I just wanted to enjoy the insane ride. 


When I got off though, I was so proud of myself; I didn't exactly want to go on it again, but I was so proud that I overcame my fear! 


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 


Now, I have go to the library, get some fines paid, check out a book, come home, and start my homework. 


WOO!


Saturday, May 7th, 2011
REAL QUICK UPDATE


So today I have posted the ACE OF THE FACE: BASE MAKEUP!


So all about your foundation, concealer, pressed powder...things to perfect your skin! 


So please check that out! And email me at tsorain@gmail.com if you have any questions/suggestions! 




Thursday, May 5th, 2011
JUST A COUPLE OF THOUGHTS...


It's Thursday! Thank god!


I'll be honest. For reason I like the THRILL oh knowing that TOMORROW is Friday, then Friday, the day itself. For some reason...


Btw, the next section to the allure's best of beauty is CHEAP THRILLS. 
However, I realized since all this...is affordable drugstore products, there was really no point in doing that section. 


So, next up is BASE which is primer, foundation, concealer things like that...


I don't know when I'll have that posted.. though...because people get real technical with their foundations and stuff....so I really want to make the best possible comparisons. 
So subscribe to get it the fastest! 


What else is going on in my life...?


Oh the violin challenge. We still haven't got the music, so I'm assuming that our teacher forgot (thank god!), so maybe next week?


Umm...Shelby(: oh yes, I emailed her, and I got a nice interview from her...which I'll be posting on .... this weekend? maybe?


And my dad's birthday is tomorrow! 
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY DADDY! 


Oh and what else...that's it. 
And guys...


You know, there's a difference from thinking someone is "cute" and from actually liking them. I wish I could tell MYSELF that difference! 


Weird...high school. The days where you meet a lot of 


JERKS. PLAYERS. 


And then there's that one...that is...


THERE FOR YOU.


And then...you don't know if there's some chemistry going on...or not. 


mmmm...love tales <3 


And...another What do I have on right now? 


-Pjs 
-oversized shirt
-Cardigan
-metallic turquoise nail polish on ma nails!


...haha! 


Well, I hope you guys have a beautiful day!
Please be sure to subscribe and check in for Shelby's interview AND the Ace of the Face: Base Makeup !




Tuesday, May 2nd, 2011 
TIME MOVES BY FAST


It's May! Are you serious? I can't believe that it's May! This year has flew by so fast...


Well, this coming up Sunday, is Mother's Day! I know what I'm getting my mom ... but I'm not gonna spill..yet! 


What are you guys getting your moms? 


And if you are a mom..
what do you THINK you're getting?


In a way, I don't want summer to come. I just lovee the way school is right now. Everything is kind of laid back kinda things, we're having fun, and the friends...they make you not wanna leave school...


So yeah. uhh...and one more thing. 


I WON THE VIOLIN CHALLENGE! wooo!


Not today though...Friday, April 29th, my mom's birthday! Thanks mama! 


However, I did win...but the guy has RE CHALLENGED ME..so that means I have to work harder and stronger. 


I want to keep my seat! It's perfect! 


The challenge is this Friday...the 5th...
I'm nervous...and I don't know what's gonna happen.... ://// 


Oh and btw; I got an email from a girl, named Shelby; and she actually gave me a MAKEUP product that she has brought and she asked me to review it. 


So Shelby, I'll go to Rite Aid tomorrow, and I'll try the product. And then, I'll write a review about it! 


Also, Shelby told me about how she took the "earth day" challenge, and she told me how it feels to be natural...for one day. 


So I'm planning on doing a little interview with Shelby and ask her what it was like going to the mall without any makeup on..


So keep checking in for that! 


And that is it for today..
Bye Journal...and everyone who reads it! 


(: 


lOVE...give...smile. 




Thursday, April 28, 2011
HAPPY (ALMOST) BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!


We went to the Apple Store; and telling my mom that me and dad were just going to walmart to do the weekly shopping. 

We did that in a hurry, and we went to the Apple Store to get her surprise gift....A MacBook Pro 



So I'm excitedd!! We're going to pretend like we don't even remember tomorrow morning. And then after work; when she comes home, there's gonna be roses, cake, and maybe some balloons...


And of course her surprise gift! and the cutest card I got at hallmark (I lovee their store...it's so creative and craftsy) 


I can't wait!


HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MOM! 


YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE...EVEN THOUGH WE GET MAD AT EACH OTHER SOMETIMES. 


WE ARE LIKE BEST FRIENDS, AND I ACT IDIOTIC AROUND YOU; AND YOU LOVE IT(: i JUST KNOW IT! 


I LOVEEEE YOUUUU MOMMMM!! 






Wednesday, April 27, 2011
RANDOM THINGS


Rain! Rain! Rain! It has been raining all week! I love the rain...but with the thunder and crazy clouds...uh...no. 


But today was still a good day(: 


Umm...let's see...


Umm..the next ACE OF THE FACE (I know..I've lost touch) is about the HAIR


So we'll talk about hair care, as well as styling and things like that. 


We have tests next week as well; so I don't know when I'll have that post in. 


I really really want to get that in before this weekend..maybe Friday? We'll see...


First ever! What am I doing right now: 


let's see...


-I have my hair tied up. 


-Petroleum Jelly on my face :D 


-Contacts in 


-Tie Dye shirt on 


-softt pjs(: 


-metallic turquoise nail polish on my nails


-ring on my finger(: .. (I'm not married nor engaged) 


What's on the left: 


-my backpack, pillows..bed


On the right


a table full of junkk...


It has: 


markers, eye contacts solution, gum, nail polish, tinted moisturizer, wax strips, eucerin, bath and body works cherry blossom, bristle brush, cotton swabs, ponds wet wipe things, perfume, carmex, lipliners, earrings, tweezers, and glasses 


Oh oh oh ! 


My mom's bday is THIS FRIDAY . the 29th of april! WOO


Me and my dad are getting her a macbook pro..and hopefully we'll surprise her!


We'll go out for dinner somewhere...and hopefully it'll turn out to be awesome! 


woo! mmkayy(: 






the classic red romantic rose...






Tuesday, April 26, 2011 
SCHOOL & SOME ACNE TIPS


We have a LOT of tests this week. And I mean a lot! Their kind of like "end of the year" exams, but we still have the REAL finals later on. 


The tests are all kinda easy, so it's not cramming in everything. The test does give you something to relax over. 


The best thing about it? There's no homework! 


I've been just doing random things, playing around, creating new designs for outfits, playing with makeup, trying to get rid of a huge pimple... 


And btw. Here are natural tips/remedies if you have a pimple..: 


1) If you have any eyedrops (especially the ones for redness relief), try putting some on your pimple. 


2) Honey in your kitchen? Well try taking some honey and leaving it on your pimple overnight. Honey is a natural antibacterial remedy, so it might kill the bacteria in the pimple. 


3) and of course...try the DIY natural zit zapper (: 


We have a bday party this weekend..on this saturday, and I have a cute miniskirt with leggings already done. However, I'm still looking all over town for a top that will actually match my outfit...


:( And I have only till Friday! 


Well, dinner! Should I tell you what we're having? ... We're having chicken piccata (my favorite!!). It's an italian dish, and we are having pasta (which is another italian). 


All italian for tonight! Woo! 





Friday, April 22, 2011
EARTH DAY & DAYS IN CLASS


Today is Earth Day!I was just sitting...staring at the home page, because I had no clue what to post about. And then I was like...duh! Think about what you did today..

And so I wrote a post about Earth Day...and there's also something in there for YOU. 



In there, is a challenge for YOU. 
Here's the link: http://tsorain.blogspot.com/2011/04/happy-earth-day.html

So, today we had a blast, we had a dance at our school, we helped with recycling, and we, students, helped make the school much more greener. 


Thank god, we had a dance and all, so our classes got shortened, and we didn't do the challenges. But of course, that means that we'll do it on Monday. 


And here's the "horrible" or "bad" part about today... I forgot to take home my violin! 


Yeah..I know, I'm horrible! But I did...but it's funny, I never ever ever pick up my violin on the weekends. I dunno...haha


But today was really really great...everything went amaaamaaaazingg. 


and that's it. for today! (: 
haha. 
oh and btw, the Ace of the Face, will most probably be out on sunday! ( easter ) haha





(yes...I loveee sunsets!) 




Thursday, April 21, 2011
NERVOUS...


Well...yep indeed. Today is Thursday, and tomorrow is the violin challenge...yikes! 


Even worse, the measures are SLOW, so they are EXTRA picky! :/ 


You have no idea how nervous and anxious I am inside about the challenge...ah! Enough of the challenge! I'm ready to go to bed! haha


Hopefully, tomorrow is going to be a good day, we have tons of tests next week...


umm...well I don't know what extra special post to do this weekend...I'm trying to do a really good post this weekend...I was thinking about posting the Q & A up...but I haven't finished that yet..

Oh oh oh and one more thing...!
Do you think that the ACE OF THE FACE is done?
Nope. 
We still have more sections to do...and I'll get that NEXT WEEK. (or maybe this weekend. 

The next section is about HAIR. So please subscribe or follow this blog to get it fastest!



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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
GETTING READY


Ahhh! The best news everr! 
Remember that test that I was studying FOREVER on? Well...I got a 100 on it! 


I'm so so so so so so happy! I guess it's true, hard work really really does pay off...


Well, that's over, but I still have a B (86) in that class. I still have to work harder and ace tests and quizzes more often..


And now...a violin challenge. 





If you guys look at the BIG title intro picture, you see "A teen, painter, musician, diva...and a few things more"


Well, I never ever write anything about playing or preforming music...right?


yeah...cause I suck at it!


Haha. 


But no, seriously I suck at the violin. And now, my friend (who is really good) has forced me to challenge a person that is the higher chair. 


I didn't really want to do it, but then I realized...why not? What if I regret NOT doing the challenge in the future?


and you know what they say..
You never know until you try. 


What happens, is that you just go up to the teacher and they hear you play (certain measures). Then, they hear the other person (your competitor) play...and they simply decide who's better. 


They decide if you switch seats, or stay the same. 


I really really really want to move up one higher chair...


I know that 95% sure that I'm going to lose. But the thing is that, if you never make any mistakes, you don't learn anything..


And I'm up for a challenge. I just want to see what's it like. 


The challenge is THIS FRIDAY...and I'm not exactly pumped..haha


But I'm practing my very best, trying to get the flats and naturals correct, and get the bowings correct... (they are really picky!)


I honestly, don't really mind if I lose. I'm not a big maniac when it comes to the violin. But if I win (which, again, probably won't happen..) then, I'll be super super excited! 


Haha, but wish me luck! I'll see what's it like for once! Haha 


Do any of you guys play the violin? If so, do you like it? Comment in any post..or email me at tsorain@gmail.com 


Allrightie...well I'm off! Bye!




here are some pictures of waterfalls. I find waterfalls so stunning....so beautiful; like I could stare at them for days. I find them romantic, and sooo gorgeous! 






Saturday, April 16th, 2011 (another post :D ) 
DRESS HUNTING


Today was amazingly fun! Like really really fun! My mom and I went to the mall, walmart, TJ MAXX, Marshalls, Burlington, and got supper at a Thai restaurant (we brought it home) 


My dad was at home watching a movie, and when he smelled Thai food, he went straight for the kitchen to get a plate. Haha 


But we went everywhere, today was super crowded though, especially since everyone was getting dresses for prom and all that. 


I also have to get a dress for the dance at the end of the year (not prom though..I'm not a senior), But I want something casual, preferably with a tie shrug or jean jacket. 


It's horrible when you and your mom don't have the same taste though. haha. She's looks for dresses that are classy, dressy, and "BELLE". But me, oh boy. I look for dresses that have a retro side to them. I don't want to look like everyone else with a shiny pretty dress. Haha


But we didn't buy a dress..today. We're getting it next weekend. 


So that was exciting! Haha! I had a much more fun adventure than I wrote, but I have to go, so I can't! 


Bye! 







Saturday, April 16th, 2011 
BEAUTIFUL MORNING


Looks like pretty good weather outside. Not sure how it's gonna be like in the afternoon though. 


But me and my mom are going to the mall today, and we're going everywhere! Today's gonna be fun! 


And me and my mom made a simple bet, that we both had to lose 5 lbs. in one month. And if we didn't, then we had to owe $10 to each other. So I'm not on a diet, but I'm definitely watching what I put in my mouth. 


So, I will be doing a nice Q & A maybe TOMORROW (sunday), and hopefully it'll be up by then. 


I'm so excited! It's my very first Q & A ! And once again, thanks to all those who have emailed me! 





Have a beautiful day guys!


P.S. I'm trying to remember to put a beautiful picture in every post and journal post, so maybe if your having a bad day, the picture can make you relaxed or brighten up your day! (: 




Friday, April 15th, 2011 
TGIF


Today is Friday! WOO! (Rebecca Black song inserted here) haha 


No, but I'm seriously really happy it's Friday! The big big big test is finally off my chest!


But anyways, I got the Ace of the Face: Eyes finished and posted TODAY! 


Here, check it out: http://tsorain.blogspot.com/2011/04/ace-of-face-eyes.html

Please be sure to check it out, and comment, and email me at tsorain@gmail.com if you have any comments or suggestions 


Have a beautiful heart and Keep Dreaming! 




Wednesday, April 13th, 2011
UPDATE


Hola gucamoles! Well, I know some of you might be looking forward to the ACE OF THE FACE next series: the eyes. 
And I'm sorry but I can't get it before this friday (the 15th). 


I have a really big test this friday, and I'm super crammed in for studying. So after Friday, all the stress of the test will be gone, and the post will be probably in before Monday (the 18th). 


So First off I'm really sorry! But I will have it in this weekend! 
I hope you guys liked the Skin Care one, and so hopefully you guys will love the EYES. 


Have a beautiful and happy day! 
Keep dreaming....Believe in it, and you'll be living it. 




Sunday, April 10, 2011 
INTRO


This is my very first entry of my journal! The journal is just another "mini blog", where I write about little things, non related to fashion, beauty, fitness....things like that. Or I write for reminders, or updates.


Well, I just want you guys to know that the ACE OF THE FACE (here's a link: http://tsorain.blogspot.com/2011/04/my-ace-of-face-skin-care.html
Isn't done just yet. 


I still have many more sections to do, but I am going to take my time, and make accurate comparisons between products. I did SKIN CARE last week, so next up is all about the eyes! 


I don't know for sure, when I'll have that posted, but hopefully I'll have that up this week (or the next) ... (sorry it's some hard work!) 


So hopefully, you guys are enjoying the series of the ACE OF THE FACE. More coming up soon!


Have a gorgeous day!


P.S. I'll be having a Q & A coming up soon! Yay! And thanks to all you guys who have emailed me! I'll be also doing a SUMMER body care soon! 

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